teekaydee's Blog

Ive come face to face with my own demands
my time of need
see me fooling into a pit of my own misery
i will leave you like a mystery
do i leave you thinking
my mere existence
is chilling
my life im for-filling
leaves me fucking bitter
have no opinions
im just being me
smoking weed like breathe
it helps to chill these cold chills that are rocking though me
hope your looking closely
cos all is not as it seems
let your eyes focus
now tell me what do you see?
remember you may look at anyone
but don't look at me
if you see nothing
how does it feel to be me?
come on
you may look at anyone but dont look at me
come on
i will fooking bleed with ya

now tell me what you see?
you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
Now tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
Now tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
 

will you dance with me
take a chance on me
will you leave your heart for me
wearing my heart on my sleeve
release me release me
set me free
when i awake from my sleep its your face i want to see
you got me wishing
wake me from this dream
take me from this grief
my feelings are tender but they are healing
deep feelings
loving my feelings
the power to my fooking meaning

now close eyes
come on everybody now
close your eyes
when you open them you may look at anyone
but me
remember to tell me what you motherfookers
see

huh

tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
Now tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
Now tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone
but don't look at me!
now tell me what you see?

you may look at anyone but dont look at me
but dont look at me!

 
 

As soon as i love ya
you leave me!
no pleasing you!
as soon as i pick the pen back up,
i nut up,
i fuck up!
come on tkd shut up.

as i wonder what your hugs feel like?
tell me baby does it feel right?
this is real nice,
its real life!
im trying to be your light in these dark times

close your eyes!
baby girl. . .
understand!
we will get through these. .
hard times together,
when we connect?
i really come alive!
never say never,
as we progress,
through our love life
bless

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mmm
one place i would love to be,
is with some-one special!

this is you in my eyes. .
im thinking on,
to wake up together!
on a night of a big thunder storm. . .
and make love
under the lightening lighting up the night sky,
look into my eyes every-time the room lights,
no more walking blind!

and......

if i let you in?
forever you are welcome in this heart of mine!
together we can walk on in this weary life,
im loving my time,
loving my life,
you make me feel so fine inside!
remembering together is better

(cant help but ask why me)

come on huni baby smile with me
if you can find it in you
to give yourself to Me?
i will take good care of your feelings.....
you may get back more than you expected. . . . !!
i understand you huni. . .

There's a calming before and after every storm
you made a tower and now I'm climbing these tall walls
but destiny is ours
and time is against us
people will always disagree
I'm aging well. . . ?
they don't know what we have and  in our shoes they would see and believe

I'm not pleasing you
cos I'm doing this for me
I'm following my heart
but I'm listening to my feelings
I'm forgetting my passed
but
i carry its meaning
time is moving fast
no time for dreaming

our  love life has now started
its time to start living
its time for forgiving and healing
this is not a dream its reality with a twist
are the bliss of the good life
i love the the way the light Glistens in her eyes
she so damn fine
you have got a beautiful mind
together we shine
how can you be mine?
wow you make me feel so good inside
with all your lies aside

Can you see me clearly?
will you take your time with me?
no need to rush,
it takes time to build trust in your mind,
lust is fine!
i can see you have been hurt by so many non understanding guys.
your losing sight.
after being bit by the lust bug so many times!
but huni,
only with age you will find the real fine wines!
for some it takes a lifetime. .
love is blind.
im not asking you to knock down your walls
but build me inside. .?????

i promise to take your feelings and treat them as if they were mine.
i love it when you smile 
im there when you cry.
im not just your shoulder?
im that tender guy,
with my thumbs im wiping every tear that falls free from your eyes
im here for you day or night. .
im a good friend standing by your side
i will never shell away from you
even if you was wrong or right

my resurrection

my obsessions

i love my depression

any questions?
 

my confections that follow me

they only add to my life of stresses

stop stressing

the power of rejection

my own reflection

my selfless pleasures

leave me feeling helpless

so i rap myself up in my profession

no more second guessing

we're kissing and slowly undressing 

im creasing that beautiful body you are blessed with

if you are blessed

show off your blessings

i treat you right cos you are precious

wishing forever cos together is better

not to mention

my so many unanswered questions

the spice of my impression

the power of suggestion

my words your digesting

let them fester

now tell me ?

are they festering?

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I wake from my sleep from these crazy dreams

I cant scream................................

i feel like my sweat is drowning me

something hounding

these walls i am bouncing from are getting closer do you see all these things that are surrounding me

i love to hear you breathing

i watch you sleep

im up most nights

writing but thinking

im writing but really im soul healing 

when these words  rhyme its so uplifting

im addicted 

people who read me deeply think im gifted

when really im just clearing and just being

im being me

(shut thing)

protecting my forever more growing but sensitive feelings

memory freeing

this mental habit i am feeding

getting to grips with the things i see as a seedling

much love to my siblings

time is now to start living

i write to set my mind free

Close your eyes please

when you open them you may look at anyone

but please don't look at me

look at anyone

but please don't look at me  

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